I’ve never felt so helpless.
I can’t do anything to change what’s happening and it seriously hurts.
To be pushed away from the person you love most is such an unexplainable, awful feeling.
To think you should be the one they’re supposed to rely on and go to for comfort and help, but instead you get tossed aside.
I feel empty, I feel pain, I feel the saddest I’ve felt in my life.
I just want to be there with you and I can’t.
It’s the waiting game but how long am I supposed to wait? A couple days? A week? A month?
I’m so confused and lost, its hard to even get it all out for others to understand.
Not talking to you is the hardest thing for me to do.
I love you.
My wife got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and children. She lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds. She got very skinny and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the mornings and got tired very quickly during the day. Our relationship was on the verge of a break up. Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused to shoot the films and rejected any role. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get divorced soon… But then I decided to act. After all I’ve got the most beautiful woman on earth. She is the idol of more than half of men and women on earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her. I began to shower her with flowers, kisses and compliments. I surprised and pleased her every minute. I gave her a lot of gifts and lived just for her. I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of her own and our mutual friends. You won’t believe it, but she blossomed. She became better. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she CAN love that much.
And then I realized one thing: the woman is the reflection of her man.
If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it."
Im so tired of girls complaining about not being able to keep a dude around. There’s a slight possibility that if you didn’t open up your goddamn legs to every dude that said hi to you, you would MAYBE have a chance of actually keeping one around. But hmm I don’t know, that’s just a thought.
The comfort I get when I have a warm body next to me makes it almost impossible for me to sleep alone.